Tuesday, September 28, 2004
hmmm...aft all the hard work i put into my projects...they've finally ended so glad... i hope my hardwork will be paid off man...work till i got pimples all over my face now....nv ever had breakout so bad like now...one on mymouth area..that one is like damn huge..den followed by another one next to my nose(near my cheeks) one on my eyelids...two on my rightr forehead....the other one on my left forehead...sad man...life nv been as miserable and ugly till now...hai...all the work of mental and emotional stress...well
"they" are getting better.. seems like i'm creating life for my pimples..not so red liao...yup yup ....
went to the beach today ...had a nice tan...that's all i wanted aft one whole month of torment in the aircon room...cold and dry....looking at the coloured box with lots of alphabets...and rushing thru lunch..and going home to continue to look at another coloured box filled with tons of alphabets....nv ending sia.... i'm out of my project phase...now i'm into another phase...which is the
EXAMINATION phase..
BOOHOO BOOHOO BOOHOOO
after a thinking seesion with my friends... i realised that i probably did not noe that i choose wat i want to see...and wat not...thus causing much conflicts in my relationship with
HIM...glad i sort it out with
HIM...i realised how much i've wronged him at times...and getting angry at the most nitty gritty stuff......i realised that i have to compromise if i really want
HIM in my life...because i did not
SEE that
HE is putting efforts as well....i shld see
HIS expectations and match our expectations together...so that i will not be disappointed because of mis-matched expectations...yeah ...
all these...not easy ....but i shall try....
going going gone 11:39 PM;
