Tuesday, July 31, 2007
things are not going right for me...i don't know what is happening...i wish i know hold to handle this situation i am facing nowmaybe someone should come up with a life's situation handling manual...
going going gone 6:18 PM;
Sunday, July 29, 2007
that's how i feel now.w....going going gone 6:22 AM;
Saturday, July 21, 2007
my digicam has officially died on me....it just wouldn't switch on...i ammmmm sooooooo soooo depresssseddddd noooow.w.w.w.w..... hahaha....yea...anyway i shall send it to the doctor...and in no time it will be happy again....
it coming to August soon!and soon enough it will be December...and i will be older by a year again....wat a thing to anticipate...
i am missing all the people i don't meet that often...for example my JOOOO...my ashhh...my claypot rice...my fairey...my lil gera...soo many....sometimes i i wish i am back to sch again....when i got more time to do useless things...and not always in a rush....now that i am working...i hardly have any time....even when i got time... i don't priortize....not only that...my friends are not free for me...i wish i got a ground job too...at least i know i will be free after 6pm everyday ...and weekends i will be free...
but then again...i wouldn't have all those opportunities i've got if i am not doing what i am doing now...sighh...
life's gg to take a turn for the better from today onwards....i am gg to make it happen!
going going gone 3:14 PM;
Thursday, July 19, 2007
i am finally back from a terribly long trip...to LAX and Tokyo...immersing myself into both the western and japanese culture...altho it was long.. i totally enjoyed myself....shopping and having fun in the Disneyland in Anaheim...so fun....i only went to the adventure theme park.. i did not see Mickey and Minnie at alll...but it was fun anyway...
California Adventure
I did almost all the rides there... but the one i love most was the Tower of terror...hehh....it's actually a hotel theme ride....the moment i got into the place... i tot my colleague... "we went to the wrong place....we shouldn't be here.... cos we'll be heading to the hotel later....hahaaa" anyway that ride really made me seem like i am in a scary hotel....
not forgetting the most impt item...haha my minnie ears...
i look like crap i noe...hahhaaaa but well...wat's gg to disneyland without putting on those ears....hehhh
going going gone 10:09 PM;
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
i should shut up....
i should work out
i should be treated with respect
i should lose weight
i should start planning my life
well...most importantly... i think i should just disappear for while...
going going gone 5:07 AM;
Sunday, July 08, 2007
going going gone 2:09 AM;
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
the BA London EYE 
on the london eyegoing going gone 4:16 AM;
infinite pain and sadness...
discarded and left alone...
no one to turn to...
the one i adored most hurt me the most...
when will i ever be The one?
when will that person ever disappear?
when will he be mine?
i hear this resounding "never..." coming from afar...
maybe never is the answer...
expectations and hopes were all dashed...
i became the super irritating person suddenly...
i thought i meant something...
but i think i over-estimated myself and my capabilities...
i do not have such values...
love me...
pain is all i feel now...
hurting still...
going going gone 4:09 AM;
that's how i feel now.w....
the BA London EYE 
outside the Buckingham Palace
in the river cruise, on the River Thames...the tower bridge in London
THE BIG BEN