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Sunday, October 24, 2004


yesterday was day out for me...after being stucked at home for the past two weeks...i grounded myself for two weeks...sob sob....i went to top shop and looked for my favourite bag...but i couldn't find the colour i want....it's GREEN....super duper expensive man...trying to bug my mum to get it for me... but i think it's way too much ....the devil inside me kept telling me ...why not use future money...hmmm...thinking...*pulls her hair*...hahaha no no no.... i am not going to do that...well i will have to earn it..and if i can't get it by the time i get money...den it's just too bad... sob sbo... nOOOOOOo i REALLY WANT THAT BAG!!!!!!!!! sob sob... it's not easy looking for a bag....sob.....i want....hoping that i will receive it for my 21st birthday ... boo hooo.....why why why???? i can't afford to buy that??? i always get to see nice things when i dun have money ...why it is always like that???? hmmm....

anyway aft that i had dinner with my dear dear ..drank my favourtie milk shake from MOS burger ...yummy....wooo hooo.... hahahaha and after that had coffee and chill with him at spinnelli...wat a great saturday...just relax....=)))))

i was just thinking....or had been thinking of how am i goign to celebrate my 21st birthday?? have it at home??? my house is too small...hmmm invite lesser people... but there are many friends i want to invite....hmmm....wondering......any good ideas??? hmmmm....or just a simple dinner with my friends and family...but like that i have to book hotel banquet leh....hahahaha *just joking*....i wil just keep on thinking till 14th january 2005 den.....

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Friday, October 22, 2004



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Thursday, October 21, 2004



charcoal in wonderland.... Posted by Hello

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Wednesday, October 20, 2004



that's my little ChaRcoAL.....so cute.....love HiM!!!! Posted by Hello

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i'm so sorry sue ann.... this picture is super hilarious... i gotta place this on my blog....hahahahhaa Posted by Hello

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Lose it?
Lose it?
I don't even know the first thing
About what they're feeling
What am I afraid of?
Don't know what I'm made of
Can I go on
Not knowing?

Feeling?
Feeling?
Something tells me
That it's more than I can deal with
Though I never knew the song
Some words still catch on
Like caring and sharing
Being together no matter

Can I go on
Not knowing?
Don't know what I'm made of
Why am I afraid of feeling?
Feeling?
If I dare to take a chance
Would someone lead me?





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When I wake up in the morning, love
And the sunlight hurts my eyes
And something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day
... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...

When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day.....

When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day......

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Thursday, October 14, 2004



Booo Hoo....when Will mY help Come????? Posted by Hello

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the MoDEL cOupLe!!!!!! Posted by Hello

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cUtting YummiliOus Cake.... it's IcE CreAm CakE... wow.... so nice nice nice .... Posted by Hello

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yEoNg ShI and SiMin.... =))))) pretty pretty...  Posted by Hello

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hmmmm me trying to give a funny face.... and yeong shi looking ever so pretty!!! Posted by Hello

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some of the pictures taken on YeOng ShI's 21st BirthDay at her place.... nice nice..... Posted by Hello

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004


A man going abroad to work leaves his fiancee crying.
"Don't worry, I will write you everyday," he said.
For years he did write her.
But since he was happy with his job, he had no immediate plans of going home.
One day, he received a wedding invitation.
His girlfriend was scheduled to be married.
To whom? To the mailman bringing regularly the letters of her boyfriend!
Indeed, distance does make hearts flounder.
The poor boyfriend surely explained, "What went wrong? I sent her letters, chocolates, and flowers."

When relationships go wrong, the list of things given and done for the person usually crops up. We say, "I have given you this and that... I have done these things for you." It seems that love is simply proven by the bestowal of gifts and favors. But while presents are important, love demands what is basic: 'presence of the beloved'.

I have observed for instance, the orchids of my mother's. When she's away for a long time, they are unhealthy and many of them wither. But when she is around, they bloom with beautiful flowers. My mother does nothing exceptional. She just spends much time talking and caressing them.

I guess persons all the more require a caring presence.

Love is fundamentally a commitment to a person. We may be committed to our business, job, hobby, sports and clubs. But strictly speaking, they cannot love us back. Only a person can love us in return, and for that matter, the highest commitment as human beings, is spending time with those persons we love.

And since people need affection and nourishment, material things can only help up to a certain degree in fostering love. But it can never replace the greatest gift of presence becuz everyone needs someone - be it friends, parents, siblings or simply that 'special' one.
Being there for someone need not necessary mean having to say alot. Words are sometimes redundant. Remember that 'presence' (to be there for someone) is more than enough.

"What Is Most Valuable Is Not What You Have In Your Life, But Who You Have In Your Life"

In our pursuits, let's not neglect spending quality time with the most important person of our lives. =)

this isJess' blog go view it ba....really nice.... =))))

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