My security lies not in greatness
nor in my confidence, so true.
It does not lie in my every bone,
but in confidence alone
And from where does this confidence derive?
From the sparkle on thy face..
the diamonds that give u sight,
thy smile that shines so bright,
and thy hair with wispery light.
Friday, January 14
happy 21st to my sweetest cupcake that i'm constantly craving for-cillia.
so it's been 2 years.frm colleagues to closestlove. frm having a crazy mr mamood storming up e office of singapore powers demanding to kill you to being totally nuts abt having you in my life.been through different men, hairstyles, social circles, lifestyles, bust sizes, waist expansions/contractions and yet there's a common love that we have for each other. not seeing each other on a regular basis does not dilute e intensity of how passionate i feel for you. those were e times when i'd travel to clementi to your place and sing jay chou's rooftop together. and infecting you with my infatuation with south park ever since e j-o-o joke. e times when we'd sit and talk for hours over anything and everything. i totally dig you despite being as different as night and day and day and night. as reflected in our different preferences in men (with you preferring metrosexuals with good dress senses and me going gaga over those who cant be bothered with their looks but with nice shoulders of cos.which is gd cos i'll never like e men you like/love/lust over), and different fashion statements (with you being totally eclectic and funkydunky and me being boring and timeless with classic black and whites and occasional explorations with other colors), we bond together like tight leather bondage.cuffed together.kinky are we. and i know this mutual love will continue for as long as it will last.
i love you cillia.
*hugs and wetkisses.
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anyway ...i had the most wonderful birthday at MAriNa MadAriN HoTel..with my loved ones...my friends my relatives and my family....love them to the max..although i would wish for HIM to be there too...but..well due to cirucmstances ..it was impossible....i just had to bear with it...but it was fun...my birthday cake was this big DuRian Cake from AnGie's ChOice...nice nice....my mum was the best la... she made me bee hoon...and my favourite AhChar Chicken even though she's not feeling that well...how nice can she get???
the whole night i was busy gettin my friends up to the hotel room...cos the security there is quite tight..which is a good thing....well i enjoyed it anyway ...but i felt i wasn't a fantastic host ...cos i was like running around and not sitting down having a good talk with them at all...but my dear friend Jonathan said it was inevitable la...which made me feel better ... =))))
well the most unsatisfactory part of the night was when everyone left... and left me with 4 other boys...and none of the girls stayed back...sob....so ...i slept on the sofa...so sad can... sob... i paid and i sleep on the sofa....wa lau..... hahahha WTH right??? hahahhaa
well overall i enjoyed myself... a nice 21st birthday celebration aftall.... =))))
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
i'm not looking at fantatic birthday gifts or whatever it is....
i just want
1) great companionship
2) a good location for me and my friends to paRTttTTTYYYY
3) a brithday cake....
just that will do...
as simple as i want it to be....
still wondering wat i shld do.....
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
been a long time since i seriously blog regularly...been updating this blog with un-understandable entries...well at least i understood...duh...hhahhaha
last year had beena sucky year for me... this year i'm going to make it good ! no one is going to bring me down this time round again! let me reemphasize that again... no one.. no one can or shld bring me down!
i guess i will just have to grow up to make that possible...hope that this year...since i'm going to be 21 soon like in 9 days time...i'm still thinking of wat to do for this birthday thingy....big one? or small one?well i'm kinda hesistant abt this...maybe i will just wait and see...how it goes... maybe i will just have a small gathering...yup...just that perhaps...
i will just see how it goes den.,.....
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Raoul
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,
nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...
Christine
Say you love me
every waking moment,
turn my head
with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you
now and always...
Promise me that all
you say is true -
that's all I ask of you...
Raoul
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you -
your fears are far behind you...
Christine
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night...
and you,
always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me...
Raoul
Then say you'll share with me
One love, one lifetime...
let me lead you from your solitude....
Say you need me with you
here, beside you...
anywhere you go,
let me go too -
Christine,
that's all I ask
of you...
Christine
Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime...
say the word
and I will follow you...
Raul & Christine
Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning...
Christine
Say you love me...
Raoul
You know I do...
Raul & Christine
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you...
Anywhere you go
let me go too...
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you...
Phantom
I gave you my music...
made your song take wing...
and now how you've
repaid me:
denied me
and betrayed me...
He was bound to love you
when he heard you sing...
Christine...
Christine...
Raoul & Christine
Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime...
say the word
and I will follow you...
Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning...
Phantom
You will curse the day
you did not do
all that the Phantom asked
of you...!