Sunday, November 28, 2004
GRAVEYARD
i looked at it lying in the dirt
the motionless actions scare me
on the tombstone it was written
"Death day, 11th November 2004"
"D.O.B, 9th May 2004"
what a short life
shaking my head
looking at the other tombstones around me
on every one of them there is a rose
only yours wasn't withered
i tried to water it
but the leaves and petals seem to be drying up day by day
i pray to God that one day the rose will live again
i tried to remove the dirt on top of this coffin
but i scrapped till my nails bleed
i can never dig till 6 feet
i'm only less then a inch complete
you stood next to me
telling me to stop digging
kept saying that probably the rain will wash the dirt away one day
but when will it be? i said
you did not pass me a shovel or a hand
just an empty remark
i just look at the tombstone and continued digging till my blood seep thru the earth
when will i stop? i asked...when will the rain come? i questioned...
i just shook my head and sigh....
going going gone 1:14 AM;
Monday, November 15, 2004
right at this point of time i'm totally depressed...
i wish u nv made that decision
the decision that will change my life forever
i hope that u will reconsider the decision u made....
going going gone 12:17 AM;
