Monday, June 19, 2006
been a really busy two weeks for me...haven't been updating on my blog..tooo lazy to pen down my thoughts..cos it's basically the same..i'm still in a dilemma..well i dunno when i will get out of this self-mental torture...what a sadist...well i think i sahll update about what i did in the office for the past two weeks...
Week 1:
over the weekend i met up with joOOoo...haven't seen her for ages...cos she's soo caught up with her new job...well wishes babe...hugs...
and sat and sun i spent it with the churchies...haha ahevn't really met them up for ages la...and we had such a good time talking...gosssiping...*oopss*..and bitching *oopppppsss* Amelia sheena and yolanda i had such a good time!!!really miss those days when we spend soo much time together after church and stuff...and the every week without fail pool session...well now my pool sucks....i need more practices!!!!
Week two:
well ....sat i had dinner with pinky...first time having dinner at Raffles Hotel sia...that's what pinky calls a fine dining...hahaha while eating his NASI LEMAK....hahah funny llaa and i had my pork chop in sweet sauce with rice.....and my always filled to the brim soya bean milk....i was almost SOY INTOXICATED....hahaha....well my saturday night was it...and sunday i am a good girl.. i went to church... i decided that i shld go back to church cos now i got no more SUNDAYS commitments...and i shld do what i promise GOD....well...it's a good thing.. i think i shld draw myself closer to HIM...and after church i had a single after noon....hahaha meaning i was doing things a single will do... i went back to clementi ...borrowed a VCD (DUETS)..and bought lunch and watch while i ate..the show was nice and touching....
Week 3:
my neck's aching like mad now.... typing on a lappy is soo horrible..now i noe....luckily i nv had enuff money to buy a lappy...hahah or else i would have suffered....my neck's aching soo badly...someone pls massage for me....*pout*
i guess i am really enjoying singlehood..well mayb not.. i do envy those who have events on weekends with their bf..and someone to watch movies with when some new movies are on...nvm i got my movie buddy PINkY!!!!!hhaaa....and a video EZY near my place...heee....
anyway i wanna start my exercise regime soooonnnn....getting fat...putting on weight on areas that i nv ..like my butt and thighs....shitt...sob.......
okok gtg everyone.......soo tired.....boohooo....
(anyway i got some pictures to upload..but i have to wait for ms amelia to give them to me...hee.e....soon )
Friday, June 09, 2006
i'm stucked in a dilemma all over again...recently i took on a new job and finally left RAOUL for good..this new company i worked for right now..it's nice place...my manager treats me nice...cos she's quite youngyoung looking ..easy to communicate with...and guess what ? a moment ago...SIA replied me and said the training will start on the 10th July...oh my...it's soo fast.....and i'm quite satisfied with my BlueScope Lysaght marcomm job...hmmm...and i think will get to learn a lot of things from my manager...and i think i needed it...
hmmm i think in life it's just basically filled with many choices...one have to make the best choice..and come up with all the best reasons on why they finally and eventually want it..
marcomm exec? or flight stewardess?
i shall make the decision when my contract with BlueScope Lysaght ends and when my manager tells me whether i am suitable for the job....
Saturday, June 03, 2006
did i make a mistake?
can i do anything to change anything?
i promise i won't be demanding anymore
i will listen to whatever u say that will be good to us
if only you're reading this now
i know that you loved me once
is it possible for another time?
a person is only given a chance in life i suppose
once that chance slips away it will never return
no matter how hard the person tries
i guess it all lies in your character and mine
i hope one day our path will cross each other again
maybe it's all HOPE
but i really pray that this HOPE will be true
no one loved me like you did
that chemistry
that closeness we had
emotionally
maybe i am too childish and hope for such idealistic expectations from you
i shouldn't
i shouldn't have
love me again....
Friday, June 02, 2006
The bad news is that i did not get the job at ZenithMedia..sucks...but at least i already got myself all prepared...
The Good news is that Blue Scope Lysaght offered me the position of a marcomm executive for one month..if i perform well, i will be hired...
well i don't know if i am going to stay at BlueScopeLysaght for longer than one month even if i am accepted cos i am really wondering the other offer is better?...hmmm...well i think i will probably take the latter..=)))
Thursday, June 01, 2006
today is babes day again...and today we went to shishi's place to chill and have our dinner..it's really fun to hang out with them...cos u basically can be at ease...say the most nonsensical things and complain abt the most ridiculous things....
well anyway before i met up with the babes i went for this interview at Zenithmedia.. i think i really screwed the whole interview...something which i even had intentions of giving up something else for..i think i really screwed it up big time...the one thing i wasn't prepared for was that there was two interviewers...and secondly...the interviewers are the CEO and the General manager...WTH...it's only a small position that i am looking for...
and well i made a fool of myself in front of them...well it's quite obvious i wiill make a fool..cos i don't know the industry well...that one thing...secondly i contradicted myself..cos firstly...they asked me what are my strenghts...so i said it's my time management skills..and secondly my leadership skills...well after talking for awhile...they asked me about what happened to my GCE 'A' Levels den...so i said..becos of my time management and also the stress my art teacher gave me... i could not fare very well...well i think i lost alot of points in that answer...i felt like shit at that moment...
and after that the CEO asked if i got anymore questions..so i said...so what is the position that is offered to me? cos i just wrote in for a marketing job opportunity...den they just said all the kinds of stuff that i will be doing....den after that i asked.... if i am hired...which projects i will be in charge of...den the CEO went on and rattle abt what i will be doing....den in the end he said ..most probably i will be in charge of P&G..i was amazed and replied a "ok"...den the saddest thing the GM sad to me was..."do you noe what is P&G?"........ oh my.....at that point of time i felt like standing on the board room table and kick that bloody GM man....
he actually thinks i dunno what the hell is Procter&Gamble...i felt humiliated....they mocked at me indirectly....and i knew immediately they will not hire me....well i think too bad den... i shall look for greener pastures den....they will get back to me tml...so i shall wait for the sad replies....well i don't think i need any replies... i will just have to forget about it....*sigh*
anyway i got a reply from the mnday interview i went for...this steel company called Blue Scope Lysaught..as a marcomm executive...very interested...but the location is damn far laa.......it's at bloooooodyyyyy Benoi Sector........for those who dunno where the hell it is....it's at Jurong industrial area....really near TUAS.....sob.....i will still go for the interview and see what else can they offer to me...cos that day i went fr the interview...they asked me if i am not given a contract, will i still take on the job....and i said i dun mind... but i think i will not do so liao...cos it's sooo risky....so i better ask for a clearer picture before i do anything rash...well i'm in a life cross road...
anyway something really sickening happened a moment ago at shishi place...i receive a call from my friend's sister who is also from RMIT....she called and asked me where is ADRIAN CHIA... i was like how would i noe....den she said ..." i tot u're going out with him tonight"....den i said nooo....after that i asked her"who wanted to find out..." and she said "his gf".... and immediately i felt soooo irritated and disgusted....so when u can't find ur bf u come looking for some girls .....WTH.....what kinda shit is this man.....
so do i look like a BF SNATCHER to you?????
i was soooo bloooooodyyy pissed la....
stupid plain jane......get lost la.....
ps. i did not go out with ur bf...nor do i have intentions of taking him away from ur plain hands....ok.....wateva....and if u are brave enough...call me with ur own mobile phone...and dun get someone to call me to ask for ur bf....and for ur information....if u can't keep ur bf by ur side.... it means u suck...okokok.....just dun step into my pathway plain jane....
wat a day....