My Black Garden.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

have you heard of this story of a boy who once loved this girl so much ..but after they can't stand each others habits and loving style..they decided they should just remain as friends...the man boy continues to meet other people ..and the girl continue to meet other people as well..
one day the boy meets a new girl..the girl is very much interested in him..

one day the boy just told the new girl that he cannot love another..cos he only loved one person in his life...not knowing who this person the boy is talking about ..

on several occasion the boy brought the person he loved out..and also at the same time accepted the invitation of the new girl ..so all three of them were hanging out together...the new girl still do not know that this girl is the girl person the boy once loved..

feeling suspicious...one day the new girl just asked the boy if the girl he brought out the other time was the person he mentioned about.and he said yes.

EVALUATION TIME:

what should the new girl do?
why would he bring all two out at the same time?
what's the hidden agenda?
do you think there's a possibilty of them getting back together..

after my detailed analysis...i came to a conclusion...they will and most likely fall in love all over again...he brought the new girl out to spite the one he loved...or probably still loves..telling her that ..if you don't act fast i might pick someone else instead..well...i dunno...that's just what i think...

going going gone 7:59 PM;

Sunday, January 28, 2007

i always over estimate my strengths..and who is the one who eventually suffers?well..who else but me...the inability to control..only reflects my maturity level..perhaps i need another 3-4 more years to master that..let's not even talk abt mastering it...let's just mention the word achieve..not full fledge but just there...i wish i get there...i can't take the discomfort that comes after that...

one whom is easily satisfied but yet gets greedy...what a contradicting statement i just made..i am just like that...i can't stand myself at times too..and i can't control and i hate it...

when i probably got what i wanted ...i just drop it cos i just found a flaw ..a harmless flaw in it..and went chasing after something that has a more visible and harmful flaw...what am i doing with my life?i don't know either...

i am just messed up

going going gone 8:44 PM;

Friday, January 19, 2007

all i want is simple.

all i need is simple.

why can't i get what i want and need all the time?

don't you think it's a lil selfish stopping me from achieving all those?

i am crushed.

as usual...

going going gone 9:44 PM;

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

just when i thought my life wil take a turn for the better for the new year...nah...it still sucks this year...maybe i made friends last year and they are carried forward to this year...that's probably the only consolation...well..but with many shit stuck on it as well..flying sucks..it'll prolly get worst..on board i get all kinds of shit..and on land i get even more shit...how shitty can one life's be?anyway i decided i shld brace up and get ready for more shit that is coming my way this year...CILLIA YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!

i shall stop crapping and upload the pictures i took for the past few weeks...heh

.Visual Feast.