My Black Garden.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

going going gone 11:13 PM;

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

national day dance performance....

going going gone 10:17 PM;

going going gone 6:07 PM;

CILLIA's life.........

9:00am-woke up really late...cos class at 9.30am

9:50am-reached sch for International Management lecture

12:30pm-lecture ended....had lunch with my group mates...

1:30pm-went straight to the computer lab to discuss questions to be asked tml during interview with the MD of Thales group

3:00pm-went to the library with sharong and raymond to look for journals and books on conflicts...argh... i hate researching....

5:30pm-reach my place....home sweet home...wat a day la.....

wat a boring day right???...booohooooooOOOOOoooOOoooO...
anyway today i was quite shocked to see willie lee wei lee in sch...cos i didn't know that he is studying in SIM now...plus...he's in the exact same course as i am...and he told me that he thought i was from UOL...hmmmm....i also thought i got 3As for 'A' Levels...

hahahhahaa....anyway yesterday i met up with the two girls...hmmm...they're the sweetest la...cos they always lend me their ears to tons and tons of whining....non stop....sorrie...thanks anyway babes....and they will do the drive thru for me....cos i have this crazy thing for drive- thrus...i even told my baby that if i could wish for one thing...that's for everything(fast food restaurants) to have drive-thrus!!!!!!!!and more items that can be placed in the vending machines....hahhaa...soories....i'm just a sucker for all these stuff....funny character... i noe....

everyday i'm just like counting down for the day to step into Changi airport and board the plane ....anticipating Brisbane in my sleep ....and eventually see my baby the moment i touch down....can't wait...for that moment to arrive....

recently...i have this very strong urge to settle down...not exactly getting married or anything along that line....maybe more like not searching anymore....cos i
m so happy with the person i'm with...and i know that we can be happy together...*at this point of time*i know that he will make a good companion for life....being such a patient person...anyone who can take my nonsense is a patient person anyway...hee...love u baby...u're the BEST...know why is it in GREEN?cos green's the best colour F.Y.I... (hahaha heard that??? buttercup and blossom...anything in green is nice...hahaha...maybe not that green on the smelly watermelon....yucks.....)

anyway i got like tons and tons of peojects on hand now....muct quickly finish it up...or else... i will suffer....sob.... bleahz.....

going going gone 5:38 PM;

Thursday, August 18, 2005

i like willy wonka's laughter...

the scenes from the movie...

watched Charlie and The Chocolate Factory yesterday night with my dearest jOoO..sorry babe for getting you outta ur beauty sleep...hahahah i haven't exactly read the story book...i think i did,but i think halfway thru i stopped..i've nv been that reader sorta person...anyway i think that this show is fabulous...Willy Wonka such a starnge person...can't say the word "PARENT"..and he basically can't care for the world..haha..still remember that part where he just threw the name card the moment it landed on his rubber gloved hands...well it hink that's the only similarity btw he and his father..they both wear rubber gloves...other than their surnames..hahah*duh*.. anyway i think they choose the right actors for all the characters...esp the grandparents...and the Oompa-Loompas !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i like the moral behind the story to every child...

i think whenever jOoOO and i watch a movie together..the movie's just sooo cool..cos she's a great companion...hahaha..we just laugh and we dun care...hahaha =)))

now i noe why i get so emotional at times..i think my only pms is mood swings...i mean ultimate mood swings...you noe..like the pendulum swing....hahhaha...well i think it's all good now...=)))

hai gotta go back to my projects now...sian....

going going gone 2:26 PM;

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Everyday I feel more and more alone
I’m losing both everyone around me
And myself as well
I lost the bubbly bubbles I used to be
I really wonder what went wrong
Everything seem so unreal
They seem so temporal
At one moment things can be so wonderful
The next moment things turn into a mess
I really don't know what to do with it
I wish things won't be so fake
Sometimes I wonder does the problem lie with me.

Projects are piling up...
Everything’s just so stressed up...
I’m freaking out!
I need a rest
Physically... mentally... emotionally...

I wish I’m now in Australia...
In the arms of my love...

going going gone 4:30 PM;