"i am lost...lost in this complicated world...i don't know where i am heading to...i don't know who really cares..i don't know who is real anymore...i need a light house..."
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
back from NOT SO SUNNY Maldives..had a wonderful time partying and chilling out session...and SNORKELING tooo!!!! (my first experience) didn't quite like the fact that i can't breathe through my nose...hahha...so i felt soooo suffocated in that snorkeling mask...but oh well...a really good experience...and i came to a realisation...that i don't quite like to touch or get near to marine creatures...freaking scary esp. when they swam around me...
hahaa..
"wondering how you feel now...am i thinking too much? maybe i am...but i know it's impossible...i will just act non-chalant till you react, and make the move...i don't know when...maybe never...but this gut feeling of mine...is just too positive"
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i had so much fun today, out with ashley shopping for stuff.. i almost bleed to death anyway ..i finally got my favourite frangrace...although it's not thierry mugler ALIEN.. i got something which is just as good...that is GIORGIO ARMANI 's ARMANI CODE...very nice...been aiming at that for quite sometime...ever since i got to try the sample...wooohooo!!!!
my favourite ALIEN by Thierry Mugler
MY second best ...GIORGIO ARMANI -ARMANI CODE
but i am soo satisfied with my Armani Code...my fragrant for the next few months...if it can last me that long...hehh...
"i am longing for you...i think..."
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
just met up with my friend yesterday night...poor Claudia..had to work till 11pm!gawd...wat the hell...but oh well...hope it will be paid off...heh...the sea view from Vivocity is very nice...and so windy...felt so not like Singapore...haa..like i'm back in Perth again...
was chatting with my friend yesterday night...and he said i need a boyfriend..i was like "nah.. i don't want to have a broken heart".. i think i was too fast to speak and too pessimistic...hmmm.. i shld give everything another chance...but like what i told Claudia..that i need someone to seriously charm me..well don't have to do that much if i am already charmed in the first place...i just don't want to step into one so easily...the one haven't arrived yet though...
why is it not you?why is it so?
Monday, November 20, 2006
yesterday i went to watch CASINO ROYALE with Jeremy..the show was fantastic!i think i was so wrong about the new 007..i tot the new James Bond was not cute...but i am so wrong...he is soooo cute....so manly... i love his bright blue eyes...so seductive...so charming...cannot take it...haha =P and oh my..he got such great body...oh well...anyway the show was fantastic...very funny and entertaining...at the same time...romantic and seductive...thrilling and exciting...all rolled into one! impressive!all James Bond movies have a main story line..and that is...James Bond always get into trouble because of the women...
look at the sexy body and beautiful eyes....
Jeremy was so impressed that i actually liked a James Bond movie...well i think it's a legend... i would love to catch every one of it...
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Athens was indeed a magnificent place...wonderful scenery...the moment i touched down onto, i was overjoyed!!!!the place is just filled with hills and mountains...=))) i got so many pictures to upload..but now it's all with JOOoOO, she's the kind soul who's willing to help me upload them!so i bet i am getting them quite soon? *hint* hahaa...
The PARTHENON of Athens..isn't it a beauty?
although i think that Athens is a beautiful place...blah blah blah... i do miss Singapore alot...four days in a foreign place...isn't exactly a fantastic idea....what's worst is when i have bad companions....gawd... u know how bad that can be... i felt like a kid...always being taught what to do ....pls... i am 22 already...old enuff to know what's best for myself, fellow colleagues....oh welll...luckily it all ended... and now i am getting my good 3 days off!!!!!!i deserved it...cos i worked hard....plus i had to bear with all those MONSTERS....sob....huggies??please???
anyway i am going to get a hp soon...and a digi camera... i cannot go to so many places without a digi cam...thank geraldine... u've been such a sweetie...thanks for loaning the digi cam to me...so that i can take nice pictures for keepsake...u're a sweet person...hugs...anyway i am thinking of what hp to get ....i am thinking of the Nokia N-series phone with N91 MP3 function...the one that is meant for mainly MP3...coolios la... but a lil bulky la...still hesitating....hmmm
sighh....anyway what is dual camera function?i dun even noe if i need this function...cos this N91 doesn't have it....anyway i will continue to think about it...=(
shall spend these three days packing my super messy room.. i am literally living out of my luggage la....sighh....wish me luck!
i saw you today...you looked very surprised...with a look of subtle guilt..i know ... i understand... i shouldn't go any further about it anymore... i know it will not work btw us... i know...i will not pursue this whole thing anymore... i will treat it as a memory...and like what i always tell myself...i did not regret anything about it...i know perhaps you'll never get to read this..but oh well...here goes nothing again...you're someone whom i always cherished...someone who i am willing to give up something for...someone whom i look upon...i know it may sound silly...cos i hardly know you...today when i saw you... i only said..."oh hi...nice to see you...you looked thinner.."i stumbled on my own words...well take it as an infactuation...like what you always said...you're my beautiful memory...
Labels: ATHENS ESCAPADE
Saturday, November 11, 2006
i just came back from Perth and with the help of my friendly "tourguide" from Perth, Maziar aka Max and MAX-MOBIL...i managed to cover quite a lot places in Perth...eg.. Kings Park, Fremantle.. nice...the scenery in Perth is soo pretty...esp the view from the top of Kings Park...pretty pretty...anyway this is the picture of Max and myself at Kailis
i am going to ATHENS tomorrow at midnight..i am really really so excited about it...cos i've never been to Europe...and now i am going to a place that is historically rich.. i want to look at the well known acropolis aka "high city" and other greek architecture!!!!!!!! i am going to take sooo many pictures...my fingers will go numb...or probably i will die smiling...hahahaa....spasm on my face after this trip..so if i sulk after this trip..pls do not blame me...cos i will be smiling non-stop on my super long 12 hour flight as well...hahaha....
the acropolis
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
i just came back from sydney yesterday...it was such a tiring flight.. it's no longer like SNY.. i no longer have a mentor to rely...damn...i have to do everything on my own..and report to my leader...boohoo...if anyone tell u a cabin crew job is easy..she is lying thru her teeth....hahha...i felt so much stress...that no one can actually help u ..besides urself...no one u can explain to if there's a fault..all u can do is to take everything with a pinch of salt..or else i will suffer from high blood pressure or heart attack really young...i feel so inadequate for this job.. i think i do not have the qualities to be in this job at all...this is quite sad...cos i only just did my first flight...maybe i shouldn't judge too early..like what Mr Cho said..just take everything with a pinch of salt..and see how it goes...=) "i might like the job in the long run..." hahaaaa..too early to speculate la...
anyway i love sydney.. i love everything about sydney...wish i can stay there for a while more next time...=)))
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i think i just hurt someone's feeling...i did not how i did it...it may sound like some kinda achievement...but it feels like shit..i am feeling so horrible.. i did not know how it all happened..i am too insensitive...i'm becoming like THEM..
"i am doing what others did to me...they did this to me too...i am learning that i shld not take everything too seriously...and i did not know in this process of self-protection, i hurt u...i am sincerely sorrie..."
