Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Everyday I feel more and more alone
I’m losing both everyone around me
And myself as well
I lost the bubbly bubbles I used to be
I really wonder what went wrong
Everything seem so unreal
They seem so temporal
At one moment things can be so wonderful
The next moment things turn into a mess
I really don't know what to do with it
I wish things won't be so fake
Sometimes I wonder does the problem lie with me.
Projects are piling up...
Everything’s just so stressed up...
I’m freaking out!
I need a rest
Physically... mentally... emotionally...
I wish I’m now in Australia...
In the arms of my love...
going going gone 4:30 PM;