Tuesday, September 13, 2005
the week is getting worst for me.....bad to worst ....
i think it's easy to misunderstand the fact that i care for no one...except for myself..
well i can't even sit down to care for myself...even like painting my nails for example...
or go shopping....or even a cuppa tea...well i dun lead a life like others....
i'm really stressing the hell outta myself...no time ....no time... by the end of 6th oct...i have to hand in 6 PROJECTS in total!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm really going to have no life at all...i'm trying so hard to manage my life...but i think it's toppling soon...argh...
i really hope i can video my life...and perhaps my tots...and show it to those who can't understand...
well...i shouldn't bother anyway ...cos if they can't understand...and can't see that i'm actually struggling even to survive...then i think
there's no point explaining....well...maybe i should adopt the mindset "you shoudln't care about what people think"
i need to care about what is my priority now....that's School...and Paying off my loan...nothing else....those who falls along the way...just not the one
that's supposedly staying on with you till u grow old...
i'm so lacking and falling behind my spiritual life..."i'm thirsty LORD...yes i am... i need u to provide me with the strength to carry on...i need u to lift all those burdens off my back...
give me the positivity to life...."...
oh anyway this is the lil froggie blossom gave me...so cute....just brightens up my day...*smiles*
so cute right????huggies....makes my day...
going going gone 10:00 PM;
so cute right????huggies....makes my day...