Thursday, March 02, 2006
wonder why i haven't been blogging???too busy ...
anyway ..i'm feeling more and more alone as the day passes by... i seem to be losing everyone around me...perhaps it's just a matter of time...i'm afraid of losing the someone i cherish most...wanted to give up...but it failed...i thought i could get pass myself...but it the someone thinks i am paranoid...perhaps i shouldn't worry so much abt whether i will lose that someone...but think abt myself...whether i will lose the person i am...be selfish ....be very selfish....that's how the world run...i learnt...
i really cannot stand it when people think that u're stupid....plain stupid...they have to explain everything to u ...when u already said .."i understand" WTH la....cannot take it...ever wonder why the world is sooo unkind???people you thought who wants to spend time with you....actually talks behind your back...and i am quite irritated by some faces i see...dun noe why either...the more i see them... the more turn off i get ....dunno whether they can ever find another half if everyone thinks like me....all these are the accumulated stress i got over the past 2 months....
if you don't like me....don't hang out with me....if you don't like me...tell me...and if i think i cherish this friendship.. i will change....
going going gone 1:18 AM;