Sunday, April 23, 2006
been mugging at BEAUTY WORLD McDonald's today...the place where Gerald called it the most IN place...hhaa Claire and i laughed..and called it the TAKASHIMAYA in 1950's..well it's been a really enjoyable day..the saddest thing..is to see a friend cry...over something that i once teared about...sometimes i believe an outsider really can see the picture clearer..i was once like that...and i could never see the real reason...or even come up with any answers to my problems...and today i could actually tell my friend what's the real problem behind her shaky relationship...
feeling quite melancholic recently...maybe the reason is that reality is setting in...and i realise i am alone...no one is going to hug me again...no one is willing to listen to all my "rabbles" anymore..i guess i have to take a step back and enjoy singlehood for the first time..
well...maybe i must and should....
going going gone 12:51 AM;