Friday, April 21, 2006
i am totally baffled by whatever happened.is it me or is it me?did i made it too obvious?am i wrong to even make that first move?Geraldine told me," you're single now! do whatever that pleases you..whatever you did not get to do when you're attached.."hmmm..maybe i did the right thing?but what it seems to me today, seems like it's all a mistake!it turned out like what exactly i expected...maybe more disappointing than i expected...should i stop just here?should i make some more initiative moves?or should i just ignore everything and let nature take its own course now?am i ready to totally move on?
anyway someone is getting close to me...am i overly sensitive again?or am i basically not even taking it seriously?he is making many initiatives to ask me out...but i kinda turn him down most of the time...cos i am really busy...i am so so so scared...it's a past...he's a past...an object from the past coming back into my life again....
going going gone 12:05 AM;
