Friday, April 14, 2006
maybe what everyone wants is just companionship...not a relationship when everyone gets hurt...a companionship means that you can always call up that person when you want to say something...even the least important things...the smallest things on earth...lonliness eats up the person...even the most happy person on earth...why do people regret only when they lose it?why are human beings like this?this is a puzzling question that properly will never ever be answered...people should cherish the person they have around them...not only when they lose them...by then i think it will be too late...my past relationships moulded me into someone i don't recognise anymore...i can't recognise myself in the mirror anymore...stranger...i want to find myself back...i need someone to be my companion...someone who can make me laugh...someone who is a good listener...someone who hugs me when i am down...someone who does simple things to make me smile...how do you tell one person that you like him?it became more difficult as one grows older...the pride...the ego...i just want to tell you...i don't want just supper...i want to know you more as a person...maybe the pride in me is too great...maybe you might think it's a rebound...but it's basically companionship i am looking for...not relationships...i am too hurt to step into another one...will i ever find love again? *ponders*
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