Wednesday, April 26, 2006
weary is how i feel...been feeling rather melancholic thinking about alot of things...as random as they are seen here..think sometimes i am really blind...blinded by a lot of things around mei am observing, observing everything around mei miss days when i do the things i love totossing and turning under the sunplaying beach volleyball with my matescooking a nice dinner for my loved onesi am remorseful for the mistakes that i have donei am changing myself into someone betterlearning to be a lil more mature...more independent is what i aim forwondering if i am really lovableor just plain irritatingi wonder if there are people who totally hate me to the coreor people who loves me to bits..but refuses to tell me...i wish i am a psychicthen perhaps i will know what is my next moveright movewish i got the body of jennifer anistonwhat will i be like in five years time?will i find a job?sigh*
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