Friday, May 12, 2006
i totally screw things up...well probably by losing my pride all over again... i msg him and told him i misses him...and usual...he din reply...nv...he is nv going to be in my life again...tears rolling down my cheeks...he said he is going to be mean to me...if i continue this...why is it like that?it's not like i want him back..i just want my feelings to be known...cos if anything happens to me.. i'm afraid i will regret not saying it...well...maybe i made the wrong move...perhaps there's no need int he first place even to let him noe how i feel abt him...i think we will nv be "friends" again...there will nv be crappy talks...nv...nv be anything...i'm so hurt...i dun understand why i can't just let him vanish from my life....
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