Monday, May 08, 2006
when the past come flooding your mind
all i want to do is forget
how can i when all things are so near yet so far
all i can do now is just to force
self discipline is really important now
shedding tears
heart aching
smiles disappearing
i feel so terrible now
i wish i can just remove the memories i once had with him
so that i will not be sad anymore
what if one day you see him walking down the street with someone else
what will you do?
it's really a pathetic sight when you realise that the person is not you...
why isn't it me?
what can i do in the past to rectify it?
just like the movie sliding doors... somethings just cannot be changed...
want to get out of this shadow as soon as possible and move on....
move on...*as tears stream down my face*
going going gone 12:21 AM;