My Black Garden.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

today is babes day again...and today we went to shishi's place to chill and have our dinner..it's really fun to hang out with them...cos u basically can be at ease...say the most nonsensical things and complain abt the most ridiculous things....

well anyway before i met up with the babes i went for this interview at Zenithmedia.. i think i really screwed the whole interview...something which i even had intentions of giving up something else for..i think i really screwed it up big time...the one thing i wasn't prepared for was that there was two interviewers...and secondly...the interviewers are the CEO and the General manager...WTH...it's only a small position that i am looking for...

and well i made a fool of myself in front of them...well it's quite obvious i wiill make a fool..cos i don't know the industry well...that one thing...secondly i contradicted myself..cos firstly...they asked me what are my strenghts...so i said it's my time management skills..and secondly my leadership skills...well after talking for awhile...they asked me about what happened to my GCE 'A' Levels den...so i said..becos of my time management and also the stress my art teacher gave me... i could not fare very well...well i think i lost alot of points in that answer...i felt like shit at that moment...

and after that the CEO asked if i got anymore questions..so i said...so what is the position that is offered to me? cos i just wrote in for a marketing job opportunity...den they just said all the kinds of stuff that i will be doing....den after that i asked.... if i am hired...which projects i will be in charge of...den the CEO went on and rattle abt what i will be doing....den in the end he said ..most probably i will be in charge of P&G..i was amazed and replied a "ok"...den the saddest thing the GM sad to me was..."do you noe what is P&G?"........ oh my.....at that point of time i felt like standing on the board room table and kick that bloody GM man....

he actually thinks i dunno what the hell is Procter&Gamble...i felt humiliated....they mocked at me indirectly....and i knew immediately they will not hire me....well i think too bad den... i shall look for greener pastures den....they will get back to me tml...so i shall wait for the sad replies....well i don't think i need any replies... i will just have to forget about it....*sigh*

* pout*

anyway i got a reply from the mnday interview i went for...this steel company called Blue Scope Lysaught..as a marcomm executive...very interested...but the location is damn far laa.......it's at bloooooodyyyyy Benoi Sector........for those who dunno where the hell it is....it's at Jurong industrial area....really near TUAS.....sob.....i will still go for the interview and see what else can they offer to me...cos that day i went fr the interview...they asked me if i am not given a contract, will i still take on the job....and i said i dun mind... but i think i will not do so liao...cos it's sooo risky....so i better ask for a clearer picture before i do anything rash...well i'm in a life cross road...

anyway something really sickening happened a moment ago at shishi place...i receive a call from my friend's sister who is also from RMIT....she called and asked me where is ADRIAN CHIA... i was like how would i noe....den she said ..." i tot u're going out with him tonight"....den i said nooo....after that i asked her"who wanted to find out..." and she said "his gf".... and immediately i felt soooo irritated and disgusted....so when u can't find ur bf u come looking for some girls .....WTH.....what kinda shit is this man.....

so do i look like a BF SNATCHER to you?????

i was soooo bloooooodyyy pissed la....

stupid plain jane......get lost la.....

ps. i did not go out with ur bf...nor do i have intentions of taking him away from ur plain hands....ok.....wateva....and if u are brave enough...call me with ur own mobile phone...and dun get someone to call me to ask for ur bf....and for ur information....if u can't keep ur bf by ur side.... it means u suck...okokok.....just dun step into my pathway plain jane....

wat a day....

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