My Black Garden.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

i have the need to feel wanted
only you can give me this feeling
but when things are over it can never be the same again
you threw me away saying " i don't need this now"
perhaps you have grown out of it
the toy that you once wanted so much
but when it becomes a burden
you decides to put it behind
maybe committment is all i want
sincerity is all i am looking for
faith is what i should be getting from a relationship
the faith to believe that i can do anything
the faith to believe there's always worth a second chance
physical attributes are merely superficial
my path is leading me to somewhere
a place where i will be stronger
force to be even stronger than now
so as to survive in this cruel world
just longing for something
that warmth
that love
that something....
missing....

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just last saturday i did ushering with this event's company called LEGACY for the "CAAS 25th Anniversary dinner"...well it was a great experience..and for the first time i met MM Lee K Y..wow...well..not upfront...well at least i saw him liek 10 metres away from me....near ok...well i met a guy during the whole thing...he came up to talk to me...well i was like totally stunned...haa..he's pretty cute...well...and nice in all the suit and stuff...after talking he asked me got my name card...shit..din had one...and guess wat... i din ask him for one as well....i am soo blur...well...not fated i supposed...

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