Sunday, July 09, 2006
i typed this at 5:30am...._______________________________________
This is a very scary dream. Guess what it is 5.30am in the morning now. I don’t know why but I feel I must pen down this dream before it gets blurred. It all started off with me working in this hawker-like area. And there are quite a handful of people whom I know are in this dream as well; my auntie, my uncle, this new colleague of mine, and a ex class mate from SIM.
Well, I was at this hawker place waiting to finish work…and while I was waiting I went to buy vegetable (French bean) from a supermarket or something like that. And after buying my vegetable I went to cut it into pieces. And head for the hawker centre. And I went to this store to ask them to store the vegetable for me. And my ex colleague works in that store. I don’t know.. In the dream. I kept looking out for him.
And while I was waiting to go home. I met my auncle. He works there too. Suddenly my auntie appeared, she spoke to my uncle sayignt hat she must look around the place and she left. My uncle turned around and told me that she need to ind out what they sell in this place, so that he can help her buy things the next day, cos my auntiew ill be working and she won’t be able to buy the stuff.
After that I walked tot the bus stop with my uncle, and waited for the bus to come. After a while the bus came, as we boarded the bus there are some people that hogged the entrance of the bus. And I got frustrated when I got up. So as I entered the bus I wanted to find a seat. The front seats are all taken. So I moved to the moved seats and behind the back door of the bus, the first row of double seats wasn’t taken, but there was a seat cushion on it, so I decided to give it a miss and sat on the seat behind it. But there was already a passenger taking a seat on it. So I just shared the seat with the person.
The bus moved, and I was stoning for a while… suddenly I realized the guy next to me is obviously staring at me..so I turned my head and gave him a fierce stare. And guess what for a moment I thought he was going to turn back. But instead he look hard into me and held on tightly to my chest and he kept rubbing me and he grabbed my shirt and wouldn’t let go. I struggled and screamed, but he was too strong for me. So I looked around me to seek for help, but no one bothered about me although they heard me scream. And I turned to the back seats. There seated was my ex classmate from SIM, he was sitting there and he seem like he wanted to help but he can’t. and he told me he wanted to kill this bastard too. And I kept screaming and ask him to help me. But he refused, cos this is his brother. And he just sat there looking helplessly at me being molested. And I kept hearing that guy saying, “just one time, just one time…”
This is soo freaky, I was soo scared, I actually screamed in the sleep. And I woke myself up. This is the second time in my life that I was woken up by my own scream.
going going gone 10:02 AM;
