My Black Garden.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i think i was at the wildest phase of my life yesterday night
can't believe myself either...gosh...
i realised i am really bad with names
and when i'm slightly intoxicated i can actually forget faces as well
and i did that just last night
imagine bringing this person around the place
and only realised that you wasn't even introduced to this person
funny la...
i will surely make boos boos once a day

and just this morning i made a boo boo and also lost my opportunity at something
but i believe in the idea of double-checking...
i forgot to send a sms and i checked my sent msges
and indeed i did my booboo of the day..glad i was double-ly sure..
sometimes resemblances can be quite bad..
cos it just reminds u of the horrible past
but the familiarity brings u closer to one person
because the closeness was already there in the first place
although it's a different person altogether
but it makes a whole lot of difference
but oh well.. i shouldn't complain

i am glad
i am happy
i am confused
i am narrow minded
hahaaa
all diversed!
there was attraction even before i came to a realisation
but well all things are not as perfect as they seem
will i ever get a chance?
nah...highly unlikely
but everything that happened kinda suggested everything
should i indulge myself in such a situation?
should i even get it all started
heh

going going gone 5:26 PM;