Thursday, August 24, 2006
react?
i am trapped in a situation
not exactly trapped
cos i can allow myself to be set free
but people are just weird at times
they want to experience something different in life
and so even if they are set free
they choose to remain in the cage
and so in a way i chose to put myself in this particular situation
making myself vulnerable once again
dilemma?
or is it not?
how can it be called a dilemma when a decision has already been made?
i want get out of this mood
i don't want to feel so emo
i want to enjoy every moment
and i won't want to feel used in anyway at all
sigh...this sux...
i shld get back to the busy mode...
i don't want to be involve in anything
i don't want to think about anymore things
just me myself and Cillia
that's all i want now...
going going gone 10:55 PM;