Monday, October 02, 2006
just when i thought there was a glimmer of hope...it was all dashed...nv would i thought i could like someone like you..maybe like what u said...infatuation...i just hope it is...and it will soon fade offu're the sweetest thing that ever happened to me this yearalthough it did not end the way i wanted..but at least u will still be there..u could not understand why i am sad...closure...that's the thingit has finally ended with a good enough reason...but it had ended..i don't want it to end..although i knew it was wrong right from the starti was ready for all the challenges that i probably will facemaybe it was all good...just that i cannot sense it at this point of time...when the heart overcomes the mindbut i am really glad that our paths once crossed...wonder will it ever cross again...you said it is probably impossible...but u are not GODhow would you know?the moment i got out of the car...tears streamed down my cheeks...i thought i would not feel that bad...but it did hurtit was painful to accept the truth the state of self denial was really nice...because it did not hurt....and it gave me hope...but it set expectationsi hope i never have to go thru this ever again...i never regretted anything that happened
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