Monday, October 23, 2006
some pictures i finally managed to get and now i finally collaged them!finally indeed...heh...thanks to the contirbutorS!love ya alll....hugs...
these are the pics that are taken when Sugih my dear indo friend pop by in singapore..missed those days in secondary sch man... it was sooo fun...well i still think going out with them is fun...hehh....and i had a candy floss session with all of them in NEW YORK NEW YORK...yumsss...
and these are the pics taken in Zouk ..with my dear friends...june, alvi,jason,alex, and Johnny boy...=)
*i feel horrible at times.. i feel i am soo badly mistaken by people...and this makes me really sad..esp when i think i have put in so much effort to something.. i had to let go cos i feel that people often mistake my intentions...sigh..well...i just have to let go and seem non-chalant abt it...well infact i feel i horrible...cos i feel everything is slowin down...and i feel that things ain't managed the way it's supposed to...maybe i shld go into the "hermit" mode...i am so often left out...and it sucks totally...and i am trying too hard to please everyone..and i feel that people don't treat me nice just becos they like me...they treat me nice out of their own convenience...and for their own good...and sometimes i feel like a sucker..i don't know why i have to succumb to these shit...it just feel like no one cares...i do not know what i want now...i do not know what is going to happen next...i am moving with the currents..hoping for something good to happen...i do not know why i chose this path that i am taking now...be it good or bad.. i shall accept it..cos i chose it...i am going to make the best outta it...emptiness is how i feel..hope i will get out of this shitty emotion soon...and try to enjoy everything and anything that comes along....*
going going gone 8:16 PM;
