Saturday, November 04, 2006
i just came back from sydney yesterday...it was such a tiring flight.. it's no longer like SNY.. i no longer have a mentor to rely...damn...i have to do everything on my own..and report to my leader...boohoo...if anyone tell u a cabin crew job is easy..she is lying thru her teeth....hahha...i felt so much stress...that no one can actually help u ..besides urself...no one u can explain to if there's a fault..all u can do is to take everything with a pinch of salt..or else i will suffer from high blood pressure or heart attack really young...i feel so inadequate for this job.. i think i do not have the qualities to be in this job at all...this is quite sad...cos i only just did my first flight...maybe i shouldn't judge too early..like what Mr Cho said..just take everything with a pinch of salt..and see how it goes...=) "i might like the job in the long run..." hahaaaa..too early to speculate la...anyway i love sydney.. i love everything about sydney...wish i can stay there for a while more next time...=))) ---------------------------------------------------------
"do you know what?i dreamt about you..i dreamt that you are a sushi master...hahaa..don't know why i actually dreamt of that...i think i am infactuated with you..but i don't think feel the same way...i'm your lil sis...well..."
"i shouldn't be feeling this way..you're too mature for me..."
"i feel empty...i need a good companionship to cure this disease..."
going going gone 12:10 PM;
