Sunday, December 24, 2006
yestday i had a early christmas gathering at weijie's place with the rest of the SIM gang..so fun...roast chicken, bakkuteh, prawns, log cake and wine...heh...
maybe Christmas isn't the season i love afterall..i am always alone on Christmas...Christmas is a season of love, family and friends...but...i think all these three ain't that visible in my life i suppose...i'm always left out...there are always more impt people out there than me...people will just dump me for their "more" loved ones...i don't understand why they are so good at it...don't they know how it feels like to be left out...how can they just neglect my feelings just like that...well...what goes around comes around i guess...every year i anticipate christmas sooo much...and every year i get disaapointed all over again....and i still anticipate it...i still yearn for a nice cosy christmas with companionship of all those i love...it will come one day...hopefully...
Santa give me what i want for Christmas this year please??i've been a good girl all year...
christmas will be lonely without you.....
going going gone 3:19 PM;
yestday i had a early christmas gathering at weijie's place with the rest of the SIM gang..so fun...roast chicken, bakkuteh, prawns, log cake and wine...heh...