Sunday, January 28, 2007

i always over estimate my strengths..and who is the one who eventually suffers?well..who else but me...the inability to control..only reflects my maturity level..perhaps i need another 3-4 more years to master that..let's not even talk abt mastering it...let's just mention the word achieve..not full fledge but just there...i wish i get there...i can't take the discomfort that comes after that...
one whom is easily satisfied but yet gets greedy...what a contradicting statement i just made..i am just like that...i can't stand myself at times too..and i can't control and i hate it...
when i probably got what i wanted ...i just drop it cos i just found a flaw ..a harmless flaw in it..and went chasing after something that has a more visible and harmful flaw...what am i doing with my life?i don't know either...
i am just messed up
going going gone 8:44 PM;