the menu is basically all in german...but i managed to find one in english...not too bad...they try to cater to non-german customers... 
this is the display on the table...can u see the herbs on the table...u can actually just pluck them and put them in ur food...they are meant to be eaten..not just to display...clever...
i love how my pasta looked...sooo appetising..
anyway after lunch i decided to head down to the Museum of Modern Kunst..it's a contemporary art museum...i totally love going to the art museum...well...not cos i think i am arty-faty...i just like to see how skillful and creative artists are...not only do they need to develop the ideas behind that art work...they also need to have the skill to create the final artpiece...and i tell u...it's not easy...i am still amazed....
these are the few art pieces that i am totally amazed at...
can u imagine something solid to have this liquid effects...impressive...
this artist is almost God man...he created something that looked sooo real....the art work is called AVE MARIA done by MAUIZIO CATTELAN...
take a closer look and see how detailed this artist is....there's HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!
and TADA!!!!!!!! i finally found the artwork that i've been seeing in art magazines...ROBERT GOBER called OHNE TITEL...i nv believe i will ever see it real life... i am impressed...
the final art piece... which i think is asthetically interesting....
after the museum i did somemore shopping at H&M...haha....
and i told some pictures of the smoke in the sky....haha.a.. bascially some air show going on in the sky...hehh
our jaswant finally smiled properly...
the little lion cub and myself...
i asked myself a moment ago.. what if i nv say anything...will i stand a better chance?would things have been different?i really wish i can turn back time..and change everything...now i can't... i am soo upset...it really hurt so badly now...i feel sooo terrible...i wish i can do something about it... but i really can't....i mean i love the companionship... but the non-chalant attitude is really eating me away...i really wish he could easily disregard the whole damn thing...and love me for who i really am...i wish i can turn back time...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i feel so "constipated" now.. i dun mean literally...i feel trapped...trapped in a situation created by myself...my friend just told me something earlier..."cillia if you don't feel like smiling...don't smile...don't force yourself to do things you don't like"..for a while i was pondering over what he said... and i feel sad...even sometimes when i am not happy with someone...i still smile... i do not show people my unhappiness.."cillia you're allowed to be unhappy" "there's no need to take things too seriously...there are better things to be serious abt" i think so too..."if the person is nice...he will accept your past...as long they don't surface in the present anymore"...my dear friend johnny told me so much in the ten mins conversation we had in the car...i feel that he is soo blessed..he got a gf that gives him so much love..space..everything a man can probably ask for...i feel happy for him...
meanwhile...i shld learn to let loose...like wat gekko said..gekko really teaches me alot of things...he may not be the best person in the world...but hearing advices from him makes u want to use them..the art of detachment...yep...that is what i've been trying to master all along...
this coming 26th april i am going to visit a fortune teller...i want him to read my love life...my career..my financial health...and my family...something gd gotta come outta it...
