Thursday, May 03, 2007

the happiest thing that can ever happen is that when you love someone..and the someone returns that love as well...but i guess it just never happens to me...ever since march 2006..
i have high hopes....but my hopes are alway dashed...Mr RIGHT will never come...wish i am pretty, intelligent, tall, and amazing...but i am not..
trying to channel myself to other distractions..but i can't stop myself from thinking about the WHAT IF's...and i am back to zero again...
sighh...i need to get really busy and totally distract myself...or destroy my phone...and internet access...hahaha....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
wish miracles happen....
going going gone 2:14 AM;