Thursday, May 24, 2007
my life is in a stand still..nothing's changing..nothing's exciting...just stagnated...totally stagnated...the melocholy is setting in...i can hardly bring myself to smile at anything...there's probably no reasons anymore.. i cannot find anymore valid reasons to put on that warm smile to brighten someone else's day...i suddenly sat down yesterday and thought my life...i could hardly see myself with anyone at this point in time...no one...guess lone is my best friend now...i saw that keychain..i was torn...it was there...i cannot pretend that i didn't see it...i saw the teddy tooo...i pretended again...but all these came to haunt me...i feel so exasperated...there's nothing i can do...the more i try to express, the more i will push him away...but hiding it really eats cillia away...just now i was talking to my dear friend...i could not help it but broke down...again...anyway...i really wish life was simpler...ABC 123 do re mi...heh...
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