Tuesday, July 03, 2007
infinite pain and sadness...discarded and left alone...no one to turn to...the one i adored most hurt me the most...when will i ever be The one?when will that person ever disappear?when will he be mine?i hear this resounding "never..." coming from afar...maybe never is the answer...expectations and hopes were all dashed...i became the super irritating person suddenly...i thought i meant something...but i think i over-estimated myself and my capabilities...i do not have such values...love me...pain is all i feel now...hurting still...
going going gone 4:09 AM;
