last week rather uneventful...although i thought friday would have perk it up a lil...but i was so wrong....halloween everyone dressed up and was even more dressed up than last halloween...but i guess this year i had alot of things on my mind...and plus my friends wasn't around..only celest who was there all three halloweens..maybe i felt a weee bit left out this year..or maybe i've just grown out of it...or maybe in the day i was bogged down by stress at work..and only left office at 7:30pm....sigh...wish work was easier....then again if it was easier...then it wouldn't be work...it would be called fun...or something like that...
i do not know what is next in line for me...i don;t know what is happening tomorrow...i am not sure anymore...even the surest of surest is not sure anymore...i am troubled...worried what is going to happen tomorrow...
if i am given another chance to choose, i might have chosen you instead...or maybe not...
if only you gave me a chance to prove myself, and not dream of you and what ifs
if only....if only....